Saturday, August 2, 2008

Good-Bye

I just want to make one thing clear.



GOOD BYE'S ARE THE HARDEST THING.... BUT THEY ARE NEVER FINAL.

I realized something today after saying good-bye for a year. I can't live my life looking forward for a year. I need to live my life day by day, because who's to say I'll be alive in a year. This is my senior year. I have many things to accomplish this year. Winning state, getting into college, making it through the year alive and happy. I'm going to miss him..... more then anyone, but I'll be here for him and I'm pretty sure he'll be there for me. I will never forget you.....

Also, if you stop dwelling in the past life is much easier. I was talking to my brother and he's so unhappy because he dwells in his past. Just realize that what happened happened and it made you who you are today. My goal in life is to die without looking back and regretin anything. I am who I am because of what happened. I've made many mistakes....I'm as far from perfect as anyone, but I don't regret anything that I've done.